sometimes enough for one person is not enough for the other. why do people pretend

''Love is fragile, and We're not always its best caretakers. We just muddle through and do the best we can. And hope that this fragile thing survives against all odds"

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
-- Captain Corelli's Mandolin

Sometimes in life there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you'll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding, but there's also the chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself is the same person who's been standing beside you all along.
-- Marion St. Claire, Bride Wars

Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived.
-- Meet Joe Black

Nobody thinks it will work, do they? No. You just described every great success story.

Promise me you'll survive. That you won't give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless.
-- Titanic

The battle isnt over..

dont be lazy, PLEASE!

YLGMH,
always

im only looking for love, nothing less.

Ikhlas

He's always watching us,
Guiding us
And He knows what's deep in our hearts

“Its Hard Too Wait Around For Something You Know Might Not Happen.. But Its Harder To Give Up When Its Everything You Ever Wanted”

You can be hurtful at times..

You cross the line at times.

My head says no but my heart is a pain in the ...

As lazy as you and I are as people,
I think I deserve more..

Plan
Execute
Expect the same (or moreamount of effort of from the other party
a:If you get it, it's meant to be
b:If you don't, move on.

I think my heart is losing it's beat...
I think it's dying...
Ya Allah, just guide me to the right path..

‘Without accepting the fact that everything changes, we cannot find perfect composure. But unfortunately, although it is true, it is difficult for us to accept it. Because we cannot accept the truth of transience, we suffer.’ ~Shunryu Suzuki

Ive always said that I've been stuck between two worlds but now I know for sure
If there was actually a choice, there wouldn't have to be
Its a clear path..

Noah: Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do YOU want? What do you WANT?

It's not always rainbows and butterflies, it's compromise that moves us along

"I’m not going to spend my life chasing people. You wanna leave? Fine then, go ahead. ‘Cause I’m done with chasing and caring for people who never had interest in me. Nothing lasts and people change. I’ve learned love is hard and life is strange." - 365thoughts

sometimes your consciousness stops you, but other times let your heart speaks

sometimes your consciousness stops you, but other times let your heart speaks

Sometimes it just happens and your whole world starts to collide...

:)

guys i know everyone is busy but check out the other blog.xoxo

i've passed my second year, not with flying colours but class average...

it is what it is.

Yumni. I second you. tiring isn't it? I just don't get it. I mean, why? I didn't disturb their life.

hey all

i am sooo annoyed of people judging and misjudging, and assuming things.... argggghhh!!!! ok i just came back from santorini, had a lot of fun...xx

yuppppupup

HIIII. I had the best sleep of the week today. srsly. Slept the whooooooooole day and woke up ard 5.30pm..? syeah. there's not much to talk about this holiday. I'm wondering how's Yumni's doing. haven't heard from you recently. My homework are still not done. I haven't even started. Always doing them the last minute.

so......................... is everyone ok? :)

Ben, that's cos you're not with me kekekekekeke :P

We should schedule some time for each other. how bout..... oh right, I might be going swimming Saturday. so, let's go. Ben, are you driving?

not much has been going on. unless you count freaking out watching Vampire Diaries is something.
OMG Bibi needs to start doing her homework. DIE DIE DIE.

to be honest,
Im really bored...

31st May

what have you been up to Yum? are you coming back this Summer?

yesterday we had Hi tea birthday party for Basyirah's birthday. tons of fun and yummy food as usual since Bu bibi was the one cooking :p Benazir took pictures so you can claim them from her. We played band hero. Ka neh cali berabis cos she found it hard to play but she played anyways. most of us sucked but who cares right? it's the fun that counts. Besides that, holiday is coming. 4th June, i cannot wait patiently! What else? I abandoned my journal quite a while now and I feel guilty about it since I promised myself for the 43827582387593th time that I would write in it more often X)

I do not wish to talk about my mid-year result.

xoxo B

where is everyone? updates...

i just came back from a fieldtrip in sardinia italy, now i know why i am passionate about the subject... :) on a sadder note, my friend died the morning before i left for sardinia... :(

first big event

Hi, so MPPs and Prefects are divided into groups. of course, you choose which group you wanna be in. I chose Media. (DUH!) anyhuu, so today we held or rather assist our first big event. It was something about Healthcare or some hygienic awareness. So, i had to skip Chem class to set up the projectors and cables along with Eny (the head of Media) and Bazli (the asst Media). we were told to set up everything at 10am. but Eny and I actually couldve done it later at 11.05am when we'll be having our free period. but oh well, you gotta do what you gotta do.

The event started smoothly. something went wrong with one of the projectors, panicked a little, then fixed it and then it went wrong again some time after but by then the lecturers weren't using it anymore so we turned it off. Everything went well. the event started at 1.30pm. I got home at 5pm. now i'm jaded yet still awake. how do i manage to do that? don't ask me. Even I, myself, don't know the answer to that.

xoxo

been repeating this song on & ON & ON

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading bout this other guy
Do you do what you did what you did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me
That should be me

You said you needed a little time from my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working cause you know

That that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong I can't go on
'Till you believe
That should be me

I need to know should I fight for love
Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain is my heart

Ooh Ooh

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me

Holding your hand
That should be me
The one making you laugh (oh baby oh)
That should be me

That should be me
Giving you flowers
That should be me
Talking for hours
That should be me (that should be me)
That should be me

That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
I never shoulda let you go
That should be me

by Justin Bieber.

depressing much? hahaha but seriously, even his voice is quite good here, not the typical girlish one. :)

you-know-who

oh god, my parents r hilarious!

Me:Btw, mommy mau lihat gambarnya?
Mom/Dad: Gambar siapa?
Me:Si ________
Mom/Dad:ohhhhhhh..cucu c ladin kah?

AHAHAHAHAHA

"She makes bad decisions constantly. She doesn't necessarily treat people in her life perfectly all the time, but she's ultimately a good person, and it's kind of those flaws that make her human and make her somebody

i miss u too.. double B.!! love loads... and yes work is tough. love all

i miss you Y & B. :)

ever since i entered Sociology class, there's not even one hw i have done. it is that bad. he purposely keeps adding up more hw. BUT in a ridiculous amount!

xx

infatuations?

and so he accepted my friend request... check it out horatiu... he's so cute... :)

watch out for my facebook friend's list

so this mysterious romanian guy, well he has facebook... I just found out :)

B, im so proud of u! =)
<3

I have exams going on until next week,
and then Ill be free like a bird! (get it? bird-flying) lol

Sooooooooo, should I stay or should I go?
Oma!!!!!
I will claim it from u if i decide to go lol

ok! time to study
Love u all!

Brunei is getting hotter and hotter.

there's not much update from anyone of us huh?

- Prefect of SMSA 2010/2011 (shut up! i know it's so not me! HAHAHAHA)
- falling in love with English Literature. it's expected. i don't know why i didn't take this earlier!
- have over 40 pages to read and summarise for Sociology.
- around 10 to 11 poems to analyse. this is because i just entered & i have to do all those that i missed out on.
- last week has been a very depressing week. this week it is all good.

xoxo

Yumni.. Do u even know the guy's name? hehehe
Busainah.. Seemed like u enjoyed the party
Ratu and Shan.. You guys are always MIA on the blog..

I need to finish my 5-page essay and make a presentation of it tomorrow =) FUN!

dreaming... in targu mures

so I'm loving Romania more and more, and i think i fell for this guy but I don't know what to make of it, cause I've met him once and he was smiling and I was like wow he is hot..(quietly).. but I am just dreaming now. Ioana's family has invited me over the summer again I think? or rather they're assuming I will be back. And we accidentally met her boss yesterday, he thinks that I'm going to be an intern here, but I'm not sure whether to go back home or what... I am lost. but I am at peace here... :) the land where I'll find my Edward Cullen, Transylvennia.

dreaming... in targu mures

so I'm loving Romania more and more, and i think i fell for this guy but I don't know what to make of it, cause I've met him once and he was smiling and I was like wow he is hot..(quietly).. but I am just dreaming now. Ioana's family has invited me over the summer again I think? or rather they're assuming I will be back. And we accidentally met her boss yesterday, he thinks that I'm going to be an intern here, but I'm not sure whether to go back home or what... I am lost. but I am at peace here... :) the land where I'll find my Edward Cullen, Transylvennia.

transylvennia

so how ru girls, im currently at my friends house in romania its pretty cool... and her parents are really nice... u noe wat though there's a lot of good looking guys.. :) ok so apart from that i havent seen much, was in the city today,,

hello wonderful earthlings!

i know it's been a while since i updated. so, we had school holiday for 10 days which for the last 7 days sucked. but yeah. then school started & i find GP interesting. maybe what you (yum & benazir) are saying is true, that i might actually want to go into Journalism. so im changing my Maths to English Literature. did i tell u that? ohhhh & there's a party this Saturday. it's called the Traffic Light Party made by my seniors. it's kinda like a welcoming party for my batch but most of my batch are not coming. BORING. but i will be. 'cos this party's theme is, well, rare.

there's a dress code.
Red - taken
Yellow - risk takers/ flings/ maybe baby
Green - Single/ go for it/ 100% available

i'm deciding which to wear, green or yellow?

or you can help me decide. indecisive much. maybe green. but yellow maybe baby is good.

i'm okay

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! awwhh benazir, i was so touched reading that post. for real. hehehe. i miss you two. so i changed my Maths to English Literature. i cannot stand Maths. i don't like it, plus it doesn't have anything to do with what i am wanting to take in Uni.

miss you two so much. there's only 2 days left on school holidays. i have one Socio essay to do. also, notes. belum buat. bisaiiii. hahaha.

xoxo

love that post. am sitting in the library pondering questions like when did that volcano errupted and what kind of metamorphic event and so on... it seems that geology has so many questions....? i am tired. but most of all i am dehydrated from life... but im casually passing my time. This week i have five courseworks due, and yikes it's killing me, apart from that i like having my own space :)

YOU KNOW, THE RIGHT GUY WON’T GET YOU TO CHANGE. HE WON’T SUBTLY PRESSURE YOU. HE WON’T TELL YOU WHO YOU CAN AND CAN’T TALK TO. HE WON’T HIDE THE FACT THAT YOU’RE HANGING OUT. HE’S NOT GONNA TELL YOU YOU’RE WRONG FOR FEELING; FOR BEING A GIRL. THE RIGHT GUY WILL SHOW YOU OFF TO HIS FRIENDS. HE’LL TAKE IT AS SLOW AS YOU WANT. HE’LL ONLY GO AS FAR AS YOU’RE COMFORTABLE WITH. HE’LL TAKE YOU OUT TO PLACES, EVEN IF IT’S JUST A FAST FOOD PLACE OR THE STORE. HE’LL ACTUALLY SIT THROUGH YOUR STUPID, GIRLY DISNEY MOVIES WITH YOU BECAUSE HE JUST WANTS TO BE WITH YOU. THE RIGHT GUY WILL COME ALONG SOMEDAY, YOU JUST GOTTA TOUGH IT OUT AND WAIT FOR HIM. BUT WHATEVER YOU DO, DON’T SETTLE FOR THE WRONG GUY. YOU DESERVE SO MUCH MORE.

be tell us ur story....... tell it to everyone haha :)))
xoxo,

u noe u love me...


and im fine......... i jsut came back from a fieldtrip in wales...it was okayyy, full stop...xoxo miss all of u..lots and lots

good earthlings

hello! sorry for no updates. i've been busy with school. & OMG I HAD THE MOST AWESOME 4-DAY ORIENTATION EVER! :D

school started on Wednesday & right away my Maths tcher gave us homeworks. she gives us homeworks & classworks everyday! My Chem teacher is strict yet funny. Chem class is so fun (will tell details over at the private blog!!)

I don't have GP 'til April cos we will only have a teacher for GP next month. so i got PS during GP. i got 2 PS! yeayerrrr.

Yesterday, i watched Alice In Wonderland w/ Dila, Afi, Afiq & Yazid. it was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fuuuuuuuuuuun. siok berabis movie atu. everyone MUST MUST MUST watch the movie. :D :D

i got my polaroid camera already. OMG I SOO LOVE IT. HEHEHEHEHE. THANKS NADILAAA IBRAHIM!

slept over at Dila's yday.

so how is everyone?

xoxo

london-town

ok the latest news: ratu is going out with mysterious mharbin louis.. name sounds kind of different. like a mix of filipino blood? i don't know... haha.. who is this mysterious new boy.anyways i miss all of you, i have been quite relaxed lately...hehe and kind of bored... going out to arab street tonight for some finger-licking kebabs... love all of you..xoxo

I feel all panda today

Hiii. i watched My Name Is Khan yesterday w/ Liyn & her mum's family. siooook. it's such a really, really good movie. you must watch it.

these past few days have been great to the extend that i didn't realize it was the calm before the storm.

school is starting on 4th March for me. 4th-9th orientation. ahhh, should be fun. i'm in Pre U1/Sci1. Mia Rosli, my senior, told me. We're being put randomly so don't go all 'sci1?!' on me. hahaha :)


xoxo

am bored.... well lots of work. havent caught up with u guys. the usual me up and down

blogging from phone

Oh, apparently it's not that hard to blog from my phone. hehehe. i dreamt about my polaroid camera yesterday. excited much! hahahaha. i'm kinda excited for school. kinda.

anyhuu, yesterday was my school's (PJN) Student Awards Day '09. It was so fun. Students with 5 0's & above get to take their certificate on stage & you're given prize money which can be claimed two weeks later, according to your results. I took so many pictures ( LIKE DUHHH~ OF COURSE!) CAN'T MISS THE CAMERAS. hahahah. I didn't realize until yesterday that i had so many friends at school. Felt nice. It was such a memorable day. i felt kinda sad leaving that school.

xoxo

krr.. krr..

I have an exam tomorrow and Im feeling lazy to read...

sigh

thinking too hard wears me out. i'm deciding early what to do in my future so i can change my subjects if there's any need to study a different one for what i want. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

:|

it's sad to say i still don't know what my ambition is. struggling to make decisions.

oh happy day

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST MOHD ASLAM HAFIZ. WOOOT. the big 24 babyyyyyyyyyy. :)

partied at Syasya's last saturday. it was awesome. great night.

i'm tired and very annoyed...

innocent, uncorrupted minds

remember when we used to be able to make out shapes from the clouds when we were little? yeah, well, i miss that a lot. :)

xoxo

i feel tired today. or maybe it's me acting up because school is starting soon. i sense a strong push against it. BLERGH. how i wish i'm the kind that loves attending school. my life would be a little easier that way.

hummings

so i went to the Taman Baru today & played the yellow spiral slide. it was so fun. :)
went there with Ratu, Zaim & Shan. (for the gazillionth time, they're just friends now)



school starts in March. soon. omg. excited. *one week later. when's holiday? LOL

xoxo

I think Im sick...

i'm sorry but i don't think we're allowed to change to Eng Language saja. it's compulsory (full of shit!).

bibi word of advice... gp apparantly has no use or value once u go into uni, i think u should take english language... gp is not english language, i don't know why they still implement it in school

different

i don't know why i always do things differently. like, how in Olevels i took 7. & now, i'm taking subjects that just don't match up but they are of what i want to study. i might not have a fixed ambition yet but i do have a vision of what my goals are for the next two years at least. scoring a scholarship with A level isn't easy. i know. but i will try.

so i took Chem, Maths & Socio. of course i was automatically put in GP class with english being an A1. pfft. i already don't like GP before even entering the class. but i hope i will love it once i start studying it in school. you know what they say, don't judge a book by it's cover. in this case, don't judge it by all the presentations & essays needed to be done... hmmm. hahaa.

what do you think about my subjects?

xoxo

what are your options and are you going sciences or arts??

what subjects should i take? other than maths. deciding..

Poetry is like a flock of birds flying and singing their own melody into a blissful sound of heaven.

partied

so i went to a party last night. a coincidence that there's a party right after i found out my result. Dara & Syasya organized it. The Ultimate Nightlife was awesome. We came late around 10pm. huehue. the party started around 7 or so. Went there with Liyn, Ratu & Bussalam. danced, laughed & had a good time with my bestfriend.

xoxo

another blooming flower

happy birthday to Bebee Babussalam Chang!

so you know how forgetful i am, i can't recall how old you are.

but nevermind, you know we all love you so much

& that you're growing to be a very beautiful, gorgeous lady

(tho lack social activities... kidding!)

HAVE A BLAST!

Yes, you are another blooming flower.. :)

Congratulations bee!! =DDD

results ups and downs

Im very happy for you buthainah hope that you have a good future.. :))))))

Anyways on a sadder note, my results came out as well and i got shit marks :( I passed but i scraped a 2:2, uni is frigging tough..r

A MIRACLE HAPPENED!

CAN YOU FEEL MY HEARTBEAT?

CAN YOU GET THE VIBE?!?!

yes, i got my results. i decided to turn on my phone when i talked to Liyn about it. hahaha. i thought Ratu replied my text & i just opened it w/o thinking. I jumped out of my seat when i saw it was a text from DST about my result. I abruptly closed off that window & then reopened it cause i saw a '1'. After i saw my results i jumped out of my seat & went 'AHH! OHMYGOD!' only to realize later that Uncle Baie was taking a nap. TOING! sorry. XD

forwarded the text to siblings & parents. Also to Yuri.

I was so ready to tell everyone I got all O's. i was only not wanting to tell anyone 'cause i was afraid i'd get 3 O's or something. O:)

this is my result. bear in mind that i took 7 O's. so don't ask me where is the missing O okay :)

i can't believe my Physics beat Chem & Bio! i loathe Physics. no comment on the BM & Eng. XD

xoxo

nerve-wrecking alright

so it's official that results are out today. not gonna tell anyone what i got 'til im ready to. people around me got their results already. well, many of them. but my friends haven't got their results yet. i turned off my phone. last week i registered to DST so that my results can be sent by text. i'm only planning to turn it on at the end of the day. i might go to a party later w/ Ratu. HAHAHAHA. bisaiii.

im glad u want to study ur ass off and be a total geek like me who stays in skool till 10pm everyday... buhuhu..anyways my exam results coming out tomoro i think and i'm screwed basically cause i'm going to do really shitly and i know it. i feel it coming.and it's nerve wrecking... i've been working really hard this term though... i miss all of you and the times when u used to talk about little things. i've been reasonably happy till the past few days... ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKES ME AND EMPTY PERSON> what happened to a balanced life?

Stressed out

SCREW YOU Econ 281!!!
I have my exam in less than a couple of hours and i feel like I don't know anything in this particular class...

thinking of studying my ass off for A level. i know, right? what's there to think about? OF COURSE I HAVE TO WORK MY ASS OFF. as if i have other options.

but oh yes, i do! marry a filthy rich guy into a loveless marriage. :)

xoxo

Dizzy

xoxo

Trademarked

Bye-bye-boi
Pém-Pry
Ke-naa-daa
Bong-Sam

This is <3

Any addition?

2PM (ft Yoon Eun Hye) - Tik Tok

time. hmmm.








xoxo

hey guys... sorry for being missing.. had lots of work due and no sleep. slept for like 5 hours and 2 hours for two days.oh well. i went clubbing last night it was GOOD!!! cuz i haven't been out for a while omg.... one of my classmate looks like the character in glee and he has a nice ass... too bad he's UNAVAILABLE... hahaha... i never realized he was cute...huhu.. i love monday nights......but not the dayss..

(via Twitter)





frustrated with my quite long fringe but i'm lengthening my hair so fringe is not off-limits from the scissors. haha. :)

xoxo ;)

hi :)

touche to that benazir! hahahah!



i'm back in Kiulap. spent my last weekend of January '10 in KB. right from Thursday to Sunday. was so fun. i miss Ratu & Shan already. i miss all the noise we make. hehehehe. we turned Bu Bibi's house upside down. huahuahua. When is anything NOT upside down with me around? ;) ;)

AHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAXXXXXXX!














EHHHHHHHHHHH! jangan kan melawan sana. (omg kiyutttt! ><)


HAHAHAHA.

xoxo

iPad Hilarious!

"I think Apple should make vacuum cleaners, that way everyone can go around talking about the iSuck."-Paul on http://dvice.com/archives/2010/01/for-the-weekend.php

I have 2 exams coming up on wednesday and thursday..

randomly Googles

random photos that i found on Google that i like. i love Google. haha.

i love this style of clothing :)

don't you just wonder how they danced the whole dance? looks fun!

xoxo

fee fiii foe fum!

good morning! i'm up early today. my insomnia is back. it actually has been for a few days now but i just realized it this morning. now i know why i find it harder (than usual haha) to get up in the morning. it's so tiring, i hate it. it makes me cranky which makes me extra bitchy. hehe. O;)

obsessed much? yes yes yes. head over heels. matter over mind. :)

it's been like that since '05. toing.

xoxo

i decided to write a more positive post... i am sleepy and life goes on...

time is running out all the time

I would like you all to take a moment or two to recite Al-Fatihah for Izyan/Asyraf's late dad.
He passed away two weeks ago..
No one informed me about it, or did u guys not know either?
May Allah grant him Jannah. Amin
Al-Fatihah..

D-DAY!!!! UHOHHHHH!

it is THE day people. you better freak out so badly you pee your pants 'cause...












don't you just love me?

hahahaha. geez, no need to be so serious & pull a puking face. you know you miss (my narcissistical characteristics) me ;)

xoxo♥

heyyyo

i googled this just to make our blog more lively than dead. it made me laugh out loud. so funny. i still giggle when i see it. :)



















oops, wrong picture. HEHEHEHEHEHE *swoons

TADA! LOL MUCH MUCH MUCH!


xoxo

스마일 :)

Bi Rain replied my tweeeeeet! hehehehehe. i said 안녕~~~~ :D ;D
i just wanna share it with you four. ^^












wherever you go, don't forget to...

just because. okay?

xoxo

Food

hip hip horray!

hii kamuuuuuuuuuu! kamu suka kan aku update balik-balik! ahahaha. anyhuu, i've started waitressing since yesterday & it surprised me that it's waaaaaaaaay more fun than cashiering KACHING. ahahaaa. Yum, i read your postcard you sent to Yuri. hehehe you look a bit chubby in the picture. kwang kwang kwang. cecapi ku awal ani. i love the Mr.Brown drink. full of caffeine & makes me oh so high-per. i know it's spelled HYPER. hoho. benazirrrrrrrrrrrrrahahahahahaa, aku rindu your (lanjak) driving hahaha. & i'm gonna meet up with Ratu & Shan next week. I CAN'T WAIT, I'M COUNTING THE DAYS. HAHAHA.

The illusions of hope are apt to close one's eyes to the painful truth.

Hey girls!
Assalamualaikum!
I just had my first wado-kai karate class.
The instructor pushed us real hard and guess what? its going to get harder every week!
=/
but this class will help me live a healthy life.

I also went to a Business Students Association event called backstage pass where we shadowed a person in a specific company. I went to Xerox. It went from 2-5:30
The guy from xerox paid for our drinks(ice tea for me, dont worry ;P) at the networking event later today. I had a really great time!

I "networked" with people from companies such as Xerox, Earnst and Young, Walmart, Chartered Accountant (CA) and CMA (Chartered Management Accountant) designations as well as the BSA members. Met a few interesting people.

These are the only 2 pictures that was taken from my camera from today's event:



Tomorrow Im going to the Ice on Whyte Festival, an ice carving festival where they have an Ice slide! I want a friend of mine to record a video of us sliding down.. but we'll see what happens. InsyAllah.

I guess that's all the update for now.
Take care!
<3

a very stressful day... skool filled me up with work... ammonites and thin sections.. i cant believe i have 6 thin sections to do... blargghh...

huehuehue

handsome right? :8))))) hahahahahaha.

this is not an infatuation. this is real.

he lights up my days & nights like no other. HAHAHAAAAAA

i just want to say... Without music, i couldn't have been able to bear it when shit/life happened. Sad, happy, depressed, joy, delight, stressed & every emotion that you can name or has no name at all, i turn to music. Ipod/music plays a big part in my life, so try not to hate the fact that I am always listening to my iPod whenever i have free time. I said always, not all the time. I can't wait to go KB next week & spend some time with Ratu & Shan. i miss you two like curry-razy. ahahaha. I miss Yum & Ben too. lots of love.

xoxo