Friday, October 30, 2009

meet me halfway

I can't go any further then this
I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish

Cool, 
I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day yes, I'm really missin' missin' you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl, what's up, it use to used to be just me and you
I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day, yes I'm really missin missin you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl what's up, what's up, what's up, what's up

Meet me halfway, right at the boarderline
That's where I'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where I'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

Girl, I travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
Across the universe I go to other galexies
Just tell me where you want, just tell me where you wanna to meet
I navigate myself myself to take me where you be
Cause girl I want, I, I, I want you right now
I travel uptown (town) I travel downtown
I wanna to have you around (round) like every single day
I love you alway... way

Can you meet me half way (I'll meet you halfway)
Right at the boarderline
That's where I'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where I'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

Let's walk the bridge, to the other side
Just you and I (just you and I)
I will fly, I'll fly the skies, for you and I (for you and I)
I will try, until I die, for you and I, for you and I, for for you and I, 
For for you and I, for for you and I, for you and I

Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Meet me half way, right at the boarderline
That's where I'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where I'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

no longer mia

i am sometimes here and sometimes there. i'm lost but not unhappy.
just in between two worlds...a transition...but how are u guys on the other side of the world? and bb, i know that's a lie.
keep it or let it be.xoxo... my beautiful cousins i miss u, but school is drowning me bit by bit.
remember when i said I had something to tell everyone? well yeah about that. benazir! I thought I did have something to yell but I don't...... :D jangan marah.. haha

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Super Junior M's Blue Tomorrow. added to my favorite ballad songs list :) I love it. the Korean version of course. not that I understand the Chinese version -___-" hahaha

i have something that I think I should just keep to myself and not tell anyone. or maybe I should tell. whatever. right now no one knows except me. when the time is right, I will tell you girls and you better not be angry about it 'cause like yumni said in the birthday card she gave me for my 17th birthday; "in your world, you rule" hahahaha :p

I think I regret even giving the idea I have something I might or I might not be telling anyone. toing. xoxo beebee

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Salam everybody!!!
I havent seen the red-blue blur for... 2 days.
I dont wana sound like a creep or anything but..
It would be nice to see him around again, ya know?

I miss u guys too
and yum.. where did you go?
Hope u had a good b'day.
Miss you all loads. And to those having exams,
do your best n good luck!

Friday, October 23, 2009

I miss the 5 of us being together like crazy right now. I had some flashbacks of our moments together earlier this morning. it seems like ages ago. I love you girls. (but I can't promise I won't take you girls for granted anymore HAHAHA) :(

when you're dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part. you roll out of bed and down on your knees and for a second you can hardly breathe - Dreaming With A Broken Heart by John Mayer.

xoxo beebee

Thursday, October 22, 2009

from aphrodite.

I WENT TO LIL INDIA TODAY...haha.. so it isn't my birthday yet guys but i appreciate the eagerness.. am not too excited but am excited for our arabian nights party...it'll be fun hopefully. well i wish all of u were here to celebrate. anyways... i bought a sari today... it's so beautiful...
Yesterday: Red blue blur, you are mine
Today:The cloud and sky, you are mine

=D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUMNI!!!!!!!
I still dont have ur number to be able to call you..
Nevertheless, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
WE LOVE YOUUUUU!!!
and i miss you!
Hope everything is going good, especially your studies.
May Allah bless you with wealth, health and happiness.
Amin!

xoxo,
Benazir

QUEEN KYEEM'S BIRTHDAY!

happy birthday gorgeous yumni kim! I hope you have a blast in London and get yourself an awesome present ;P

I can't believe you're 20 now! haha time flies quick huh. cheerios!

LOVE from all of us :D

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

:(

English paper wasn't easy but I couldn't say it was hard either. how uncool. but oh well, thats the past now. cheer up everyone! xoxo beebee

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

What's left of me...

Monday, October 19, 2009

What we see is the mere surface that hides.
Didnt need a reason to live
until you came along
you spilled everything you know of towards the idea of a future together
And proved that you cold be the one

The day i decided that you were, the day i gave myself to you
you ran to find another that you had history with
the one you broke your wrist for
the one that means everything for you now
while i am nothing, nothing at all to you

And maybe its for the good
Maybe im suffering because by the time I actually find my "one", i will not get hurt,
I will realise that he is the one who accepts me for who i am, not who he wants me to be.
The one who would never think of hurting me,
The one who would not even think of hurting my feelings one bit

Everywhere i go, it reminds me of your lies
To do anything for me, that we were going to last, that we're going to travel together, for me to be your "fiance" and for us to get married
Oh beautiful lies
but in the end, you were all lies no matter how i look at it.

You keep coming back to hurt
To show me "In your face, Ive got another girl"
Really, i knew she was the reason you wanted a break
That you wanted everything to be easy for you

And eventhough I feel like breaking your face,
I hope you are happy, I really do.

Please, stop hurting me in my dreams,
youve done enough damage to me in reality.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

hahehihohu

heyy! just a quick update on me (; My Olevel starts on 21st October and ends on 10th November. there is very minute time left. I had some catch up moments with Dila earlier today. hahahaha 8D

what else? I got a new crush! *adds up to the list of 42737422647371766373772 crushes XDD
and i've been nocturnal for the past whole week now. lovely! alright, toodles!

xoxo Beebee <3

masks yourselves... :(

we always put on a show... because we need to move on with our lives..
"we are but grains of sand in an eternal sandstorm"

Saturday, October 17, 2009

guess what everybody?
BENAZIR IS HAPPY! ahhahaha
im hyper right now =D
miss u guys!

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Can love really just go away..?

once again.

i'm down with a cold...xxx

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

i bet you dont feel anything..
and even when im hurting..
i still feel the same way..
Ya Allah guide me..

How could i fall for a man so heartless?
why was it so easy for you to let go?
break me..

Sunday, October 11, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENAZIR.. or is it belated. whatever it is. we love u....

Friday, October 9, 2009

you are definitely heartless

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

a hard day. bit more relaxed now.

Monday, October 5, 2009

trying to forget

i think this song is significant for u ratu...xx
"those 3 words, i said too much but not enough"

There isnt anything left to say...
"Told me u love me, why did u leave me all alone?"
-JT Cry me a river
"Told me u love me, why did u leave me all alone?"
-JT Cry me a river
You're just like a pill.
Instead of making me better, you keep making me ill.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Should have seen it coming

Friday, October 2, 2009

How did our worlds collide?
"You're the love of my life..."