Monday, October 19, 2009

Didnt need a reason to live
until you came along
you spilled everything you know of towards the idea of a future together
And proved that you cold be the one

The day i decided that you were, the day i gave myself to you
you ran to find another that you had history with
the one you broke your wrist for
the one that means everything for you now
while i am nothing, nothing at all to you

And maybe its for the good
Maybe im suffering because by the time I actually find my "one", i will not get hurt,
I will realise that he is the one who accepts me for who i am, not who he wants me to be.
The one who would never think of hurting me,
The one who would not even think of hurting my feelings one bit

Everywhere i go, it reminds me of your lies
To do anything for me, that we were going to last, that we're going to travel together, for me to be your "fiance" and for us to get married
Oh beautiful lies
but in the end, you were all lies no matter how i look at it.

You keep coming back to hurt
To show me "In your face, Ive got another girl"
Really, i knew she was the reason you wanted a break
That you wanted everything to be easy for you

And eventhough I feel like breaking your face,
I hope you are happy, I really do.

Please, stop hurting me in my dreams,
youve done enough damage to me in reality.

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