I have 2 exams coming up on wednesday and thursday..

randomly Googles

random photos that i found on Google that i like. i love Google. haha.

i love this style of clothing :)

don't you just wonder how they danced the whole dance? looks fun!

xoxo

fee fiii foe fum!

good morning! i'm up early today. my insomnia is back. it actually has been for a few days now but i just realized it this morning. now i know why i find it harder (than usual haha) to get up in the morning. it's so tiring, i hate it. it makes me cranky which makes me extra bitchy. hehe. O;)

obsessed much? yes yes yes. head over heels. matter over mind. :)

it's been like that since '05. toing.

xoxo

i decided to write a more positive post... i am sleepy and life goes on...

time is running out all the time

I would like you all to take a moment or two to recite Al-Fatihah for Izyan/Asyraf's late dad.
He passed away two weeks ago..
No one informed me about it, or did u guys not know either?
May Allah grant him Jannah. Amin
Al-Fatihah..

D-DAY!!!! UHOHHHHH!

it is THE day people. you better freak out so badly you pee your pants 'cause...












don't you just love me?

hahahaha. geez, no need to be so serious & pull a puking face. you know you miss (my narcissistical characteristics) me ;)

xoxo♥

heyyyo

i googled this just to make our blog more lively than dead. it made me laugh out loud. so funny. i still giggle when i see it. :)



















oops, wrong picture. HEHEHEHEHEHE *swoons

TADA! LOL MUCH MUCH MUCH!


xoxo

스마일 :)

Bi Rain replied my tweeeeeet! hehehehehe. i said 안녕~~~~ :D ;D
i just wanna share it with you four. ^^












wherever you go, don't forget to...

just because. okay?

xoxo

Food

hip hip horray!

hii kamuuuuuuuuuu! kamu suka kan aku update balik-balik! ahahaha. anyhuu, i've started waitressing since yesterday & it surprised me that it's waaaaaaaaay more fun than cashiering KACHING. ahahaaa. Yum, i read your postcard you sent to Yuri. hehehe you look a bit chubby in the picture. kwang kwang kwang. cecapi ku awal ani. i love the Mr.Brown drink. full of caffeine & makes me oh so high-per. i know it's spelled HYPER. hoho. benazirrrrrrrrrrrrrahahahahahaa, aku rindu your (lanjak) driving hahaha. & i'm gonna meet up with Ratu & Shan next week. I CAN'T WAIT, I'M COUNTING THE DAYS. HAHAHA.

The illusions of hope are apt to close one's eyes to the painful truth.

Hey girls!
Assalamualaikum!
I just had my first wado-kai karate class.
The instructor pushed us real hard and guess what? its going to get harder every week!
=/
but this class will help me live a healthy life.

I also went to a Business Students Association event called backstage pass where we shadowed a person in a specific company. I went to Xerox. It went from 2-5:30
The guy from xerox paid for our drinks(ice tea for me, dont worry ;P) at the networking event later today. I had a really great time!

I "networked" with people from companies such as Xerox, Earnst and Young, Walmart, Chartered Accountant (CA) and CMA (Chartered Management Accountant) designations as well as the BSA members. Met a few interesting people.

These are the only 2 pictures that was taken from my camera from today's event:



Tomorrow Im going to the Ice on Whyte Festival, an ice carving festival where they have an Ice slide! I want a friend of mine to record a video of us sliding down.. but we'll see what happens. InsyAllah.

I guess that's all the update for now.
Take care!
<3

a very stressful day... skool filled me up with work... ammonites and thin sections.. i cant believe i have 6 thin sections to do... blargghh...

huehuehue

handsome right? :8))))) hahahahahaha.

this is not an infatuation. this is real.

he lights up my days & nights like no other. HAHAHAAAAAA

i just want to say... Without music, i couldn't have been able to bear it when shit/life happened. Sad, happy, depressed, joy, delight, stressed & every emotion that you can name or has no name at all, i turn to music. Ipod/music plays a big part in my life, so try not to hate the fact that I am always listening to my iPod whenever i have free time. I said always, not all the time. I can't wait to go KB next week & spend some time with Ratu & Shan. i miss you two like curry-razy. ahahaha. I miss Yum & Ben too. lots of love.

xoxo

So hws everybody?
Im starting karate tomorrow night.
i honestly don't know what to expect. i guess ill just have to find out.
tomorrow's going to be a weird day, i have a feeling about it.
Welcome back to school yum!

Bee, ada keluar result sudah?

♥..
I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be the biggest fan of your life
=)

just got back from amsterdam an skool has started again. be what is this "private" thing that's bothering you? oh and me and the girls are having girly night in every monday and cooking and stuff it's nice, cause monday is usually the shittest day of the week as i have to work non-stop 9-6.30pm. with my lunches wasted away on doing my last minute tutorial. right now im trying to focus on my geochem and going to the gym later...xoxo

i'll just crawl into a hole & die now.... not.

there's totally something wrong with this PC. all the songs i've downloaded are fine but when i try to hear them with the headset, the songs all sound very chipmunkish! hahaha. if i wanna hear them properly, i can only burn them in a cd & play it in the cd player. ==' i don't know how to fix the chipmunkishness. i tried fixing it at the volume control but nothing changes!! GRR. bida jua tu kan dangar lagu pun macam chipmunk jadinya suara org lawa2. TOING MUCH. laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

xoxo

oh and just a heads up, my result is coming out soon. it's confirmed. but i won't tell you when. & when it does come out, i'm not gonna tell anyone what i've got. if you wanna know, you go check it out yourself. so don't go up my ass & ask about it 'cause you'll be wasting your time. *ZIPS MOUTH & SWALLOWS KEY. apakan?! ahaha.

hmm

honestly, i'm not okay, but i'm not not okay either. apakan.

the thing is, i got traumatic / went into shock or something the other day tho i can't tell you how 'cause it's their privacy.
i got a bit on the depression side. now my mind just goes all -blank- most of the time. it has that effect on me. on the day that traumatic bla bla and the next day, i couldn't bring myself to smile. i can't smile. my face was all MONG~~~~ like, blur and blank. whateverlah. don't know how to explain it.

but now i'm a bit better i guess. i'm more & more sticking to my ipod since that day. like, i don't wanna talk much. oh & Shu'ief is the first to make me smile after that incident or whatever. he's such a bright kid. love him. LOL! i love running around with Shu'ief. Hahahahah. & guess what? because of Shu'ief, he made me want to (maybe) be a kindergarten teacher. there's a possibility i might want to be into it. i still don't know what i want to do in the future. i know it's bad but i can't help it.

xoxo

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hey.... r u okay??? anyways i finished exams and im certain i failed my maths exam. it has never been this hard before. i miss all of u...take k...

hii

i miss everyone like crazy. these past two days a few people seems to ask if i'm okay. they said i look sick. i feel uber shitty these past few days but i'm okay.

im bored of studying

And among His signs is that He created for you mates from among yourselves that you may dwell with them in serenity and tranquility. And He has put love and compassion between your hearts. Truly in that are signs for those who reflect.” (Quran 30:21).

one day till exam. :(

Fate..

Train..
Flying..
History..
Only Allah knows..

taking a break from homogenous eqns

finally its not just me who's posting up things here and ratu and shan where are they? umm as for me i've been trying to skype benazir occasionally but she seems to have disappeared into the thin air. i'm working on math now, i don't think it's so hard it's just a matter of practice but if i don't practice enough by exam times i shall not be able to do it, hence i've been doing it for the whole day. I've also been eating in lately cause i want to save up as well as be more healthier, i miss eating out though!!! it seems that i am craving all sorts of different food. but tomorrow i'm making miso soup i think cause the weather here is too chilly atm and i'm getting a cold all the time. when am i ever not sick anyways. i hope oma gets well soon... i miss all of you. after exams i shall be freer although i'm really determined to do well this term. hopefully my determination will take me to newer places that i have not uncovered yet in imperial. as they say in africa "po-le po-le" slowly.... in the jungle the lion sleeps tonight...trying to solve my sleeping pattern disorder or i'm screwed for exams. <3>

busy

sorry for not updating recently. i've been busy with work, korean dramas & sleep in between. couldn't find the time to blog. Yum, you found your glasses?! haha. Back to school for the 4 of you. HAHAHAHA. My Fair Lady is such a funny drama. I finished Twenties Girl by Sophie Kinsella two days after i started reading. HEHEHE. the book was amazing. Sophie Kinsella never fails to impress me :)

til next time, cest la vie. xoxo

im stressing out with exams :(

back to back

i agrreee...anyways how is everyone? bebe back to work and benazir back to skool me back to studying and ratu and shan back to their disappearance.haha.. im bored but i have got more things to learn aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh..................

=)

you know what i realize
there are just moments in life where even the flaws of a person could be their greatest asset.

ps. where are you all
yumni, im glad you found ur glasses, guess there arent any blackholes in ur room after all =P

i cant believe it they found my glasses!!!

school starts again tomorrow for me..
InsyAllah this semester would be better.
Pray for me! =)
Seems like u guys had fun at the new years bbq~!
Yum, have u been studying?

cool

2010 hello!

happy new year..