Random Reflection Part 1 inspired by Ephimerites

Hope glimmers as youth dies out
Bashing back and forth between present and eternity
No questions should ever be asked
As if asking would truly matter anyway

Journey to and from one's soul
as we rise and as we fall
between the heavens and the earth
two three four.. billions linger as they wait

Waiting however, has its own ways to excruciate all the life that lies within one self
As you stand here today, you will be reminded of the few who built you
Or will you?
Yes you will, holding on to the power of the words that have spoken

As reality sinks in, the journey becomes more and more and more like a plane passing under a cumulonimbus cloud
Rocky, wet, unstable
How ironic that those words were use when I haven't been revising what I thought I'd actually die for, or at least live for
Over and over again as if there is a circle.
There IS a circle but blinded by the reality or the mixed entity of our souls
Look at the past and you will see that there is a circle
Just look and compare yourself with one whom you once had given everything to
Wry, isnt it?
A friend has mentioned: you hurt, you hurt
What?--I asked
His answer was as simple as "you get hurt, you hurt others"

While I stay here contemplating or probably just fighting the battles within
I then wonder if, this is what life truly is
If this is all it will be

*I hope to God that there is more than what reaches my eyes and ears
More to life than just the physicality of one's soul
As I reach to a blank space that parts myself from well, whatever there is that lies on the other side