♥

It's better to have nobody than somebody who is half yours, half there or doesn't want to be there or is there and then suddenly disappears. xo.

Eiffel I'm in love?

i thought i'd share a picture with you girls

whats up ladies

Airliner by Tyler Ward & Julia Sheer :)

Saw him coming from the upstairs room
His headlights shined like the moon
I smile
He never makes me wait
Twelve roses like the clock reads noon
This Cinderella dances to the tune
Oh while
There's no time to waste

Pre-Chorus:
So can we just slow down
While you make this mistake
Just slow down
So my heart don't break

Chorus:
It's like your flying through the sky in a big airliner

looking at me with those dark brown eyes you say I'll be forever yours
Coming undone and my seams unravel
And you know that I love you but my heart won't travel
But I'll still be yours

Verse:
Sitting in his car and it's two a.m.
He's holding me like this will never end
I try
I try to hide my tears

Quarter to three and he's got to leave
A last goodbye and a kiss on my cheek I
Won't forget these years

Pre-Chorus:
So can we just slow down
While you make this mistake
Just slow down
So my heart don't break

Chorus:
It's like your
Flying through the sky in a big airliner
Looking at me with those dark brown eyes
You say
I'll be forever yours
Coming undone and my seams unravel
You know that I love you but my heart won't travel
But I'll still be yours

The seventeenth came way too soon
Now I'm staring at this empty room
He said
I'll be forever yours

try listening to this song, it's my current favourite. :D xoxo

i have been away my dear... in swiss-land it was beautiful... updates?

Salam!

shan asuhara, beebee, ratu and yum
wherehave u guys been? and yum wat happened to ur blog?

almost sleeping
not yet dreaming
oh wonderful dreams
now turned into nightmares
of running back and forth
from the worrying mind
to the worrying soul
in search for what is true
lost in what is false
stranded
should i save myself
how do i save myself
from two opposing forces
with great chances
of doing what's right
and for what's worth the fight
the journey seems so long
oh Ya Allah!
to You I belong

Random Reflection Part 1 inspired by Ephimerites

Hope glimmers as youth dies out
Bashing back and forth between present and eternity
No questions should ever be asked
As if asking would truly matter anyway

Journey to and from one's soul
as we rise and as we fall
between the heavens and the earth
two three four.. billions linger as they wait

Waiting however, has its own ways to excruciate all the life that lies within one self
As you stand here today, you will be reminded of the few who built you
Or will you?
Yes you will, holding on to the power of the words that have spoken

As reality sinks in, the journey becomes more and more and more like a plane passing under a cumulonimbus cloud
Rocky, wet, unstable
How ironic that those words were use when I haven't been revising what I thought I'd actually die for, or at least live for
Over and over again as if there is a circle.
There IS a circle but blinded by the reality or the mixed entity of our souls
Look at the past and you will see that there is a circle
Just look and compare yourself with one whom you once had given everything to
Wry, isnt it?
A friend has mentioned: you hurt, you hurt
What?--I asked
His answer was as simple as "you get hurt, you hurt others"

While I stay here contemplating or probably just fighting the battles within
I then wonder if, this is what life truly is
If this is all it will be

*I hope to God that there is more than what reaches my eyes and ears
More to life than just the physicality of one's soul
As I reach to a blank space that parts myself from well, whatever there is that lies on the other side

eid mubarak
have a good one everybody!

hey b...it seems like every relationships has it ups and downs.

what am i supposeto do when the best part of me was always you?

You're doing just fine without me,
I guess I just gotta accept that you don't need me as much as I thought

I don’t know why we all hold on to something we know we’re better of letting go. It’s like we’re scared to lose what we don’t really have.

sometimes you feel that you want excitement

screw you

Why do people feel that they have to pretend around me?

you can saitsfy some of the people all of the time, but never all of the people all of the time.

hw is everybody doing?
Salam btw

happy birthday be i love u

Funny how little things that OTHERS do make you believe