subconscious?

if you don't know what it feels like to be taken out on or be blamed for not your own mess, but for someone else's, then shut up. don't act like you do. you don't understand. you just don't.

I was tired of it. of everything. I was close of thinking about the other side. so near, so close. but you, for all you know, you, would miss it. you wouldn't have even realized. the thinking the mind bears.