you weren't there

you weren't there to see that look on his face. you weren't there to witness they took it out on me instead of you. you weren't there when we were running out of excuses for you. you weren't there when I needed you the most. you weren't there when I had the worst night of my life. you weren't there when we thought we saw a knowing look on the man who brought us up. you weren't there to ask what has been keeping me up all night. you weren't there, you weren't there, you weren't there.

of course, when you were there, they didn't take it out on you.

because they already took it out on me earlier.

tell me one good reason, one fucking good reason for you to be angry at me for being angry at you?

worst was what I have done more than you.

rights is what I have to take you away but I don't apply it. why? because I want you to realize it yourself.

there was this one night when you were there, but I was in need, what did you do? let some strangers be there for me instead.

because you had to be there to help someone, a stranger compared to your own blood.

what does it take for you to just be there through the worst? what would it take for you to lie, a good lie, for me?

patience, they decrease in time.

tolerance do too.

I'm only human, so are you.

when will you ever really listen to me? you hear me but you don't listen.

ask me what's wrong, have you ever? be there for me, one whole you. your body, your soul, your mind, have you ever? have you ever?

"it was nothing......... but it was everything."

are you listening my words or are you just reading me?